I need a mood booster

Had a super bad day today, i feel like crying soo much :(
My lecturer was being an ass today, like he was being really rude

Usually whenever i have a bad day, i smoke, drink some wine, listen to classic music or watch some happy dramas, romance, fairytale or sth,
but it doesn't work anymore :(

I wish i had a pet with me here :(((( i miss my dogs ! i wna cuddle them !

:'((((

Another bad bad day

Gosh, i don't know why bad luck is always around the corner for me :(..

So basically, me and my best friends went to a pub in Soho to celebrate the end of our first term in uni, one of my friend, Tiya went home first because she had some stuff to do.. so it was just me and Jenna, we were walking around to find our next destination ( we wanted to drink a little bit more :p ), so when we were about to pay the entrance fee, i felt something major was missing ( oh no, not again.. it was just like a deja vu )... and YES MY WALLET !! omgg ! my wallet ! it's like the 2nd most important thing to me after my Iphone !!!!! :'(,
we tried to look around and all but it was just not my lucky day i suppose..
So then i went home with a face that could kill an elephant.. >:S

I literally have no cash on me atm and my debit card is blocked :(
Supposed to meet my friend from leeds today but i guess i need to cancel it soon
( I was looking forward to it as well ) booooohoooohooo :''(

FML :(



 BUT in spite of that, we took some good photos ;) ( even though the quality is a bit off )

 

( Tiya , Me, Jenna )

    

Mood : FUCKD UP
Song of the day : NONE !!

BAD DAY :((

omg today was the worst day i've ever had :((((( !

So me and my mom went to Oxford circus and bought some gifts for my dad and my nephew from GAP and Massimo Dutti, we were so excited to see how are they going to react when they receive the gifts.. but then an unfortunate event happened :(( !

We went to china town to grab a dinner after a long day shopping , and afterwards my mom just found out that i spent too much money in a month, so she was giving me a long speech on our way to our flat.. while i was trying to remember how did i spend soo much money in a month, suddenly i remembered that something wass missing.... and yes.... i left the shopping bags at the Chinese restaurant .. oh how GREAT IS THAT !!!??? , i mean i always knew that i'm pretty clumsy but realllyyy ?? how could you forget about those precious gifts adissss :((( aaaarghhhh !!!!!
then we ran back to the restaurant and found nothing .. I was soo upset that my eyes began to tear up.. ( clumsy and a crybaby.. just great... -_- ),  it was soo embarrassing ! i could not hold my tears, and the owner saw me being a pathetic crybaby so they ( owner and her staff ) approached me and tried to comfort me.... :"(
omg at that time i really hoped that i could hide in a hole or something, it was just too embarrassing :'( ..

I feel soooo bad and sorry for my parents.. i mean those stuff are not cheap at all, how could i lost something that i bought with my parents money :( and i know they work really hard to make money, and their spoiled pathetic daughter been spending their precious money soo carelessly... :((( *sobs sob*. I really need to be more careful from now on and will probably find a part time job soon, so then i will know how does it feel to work and make money on my own ! >:O .. SEMANGAT ADIS !!!!


It's 00:23 AM and i'm eating Onigiri with a long face...... *sob sob sob* *om nom nom nom*

Mood : depressed
Song of the day : Am I Blue? - Billie Holiday